I wanna go back to my childhood...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

這一切的一切才剛剛開始，我就已經累了。。。很難想象我未來的路會是怎樣。。很多東西我都不會，也沒人願意教（可能是我太慢了）。我沒有在生氣，也沒資格生氣。。只是覺得很懊惱。。或許我應該保持沉默，靜靜的一個人走下去。。以前的我可能太過樂於助人，總是被欺負，可是一點都不在意。。問題是，人的一切是有限度的，就算有多麽不開心只要別越過我的界限我還是會接受。。

人總是自私自利，只想利用人卻不想被人利用。。但人往往都是善忘的，忘了他是怎樣幫助你的，而你卻以"我不知道"（但你明明知道）去報答他。。很多東西，我是有權利不告訴你/幫你做，但看到你們會不及格我又於心不忍。。每次都把自己搞得傷痕累累。。一句話都不說。。咳。。我真的真的真的不想像你們一樣變得那麽自私，但你們所做的一切讓我很心痛很心痛。。

I remembered at ;; 11:50 PM

Why you have to do this to me? Is this really fair enough to the people who treat u well.. why u guys become more and more self center? should i be myself or rather not? having thousand and million of question mark...

I remembered at ;; 12:03 AM

Friday, April 23, 2010

-When I was born, they made me cry for them to know that I'm NORMAL.
-Now, I cry when things keep on FALLING AND NOT NORMAL.

-When I was a kid, the people who made me cry are those that I HATE THE MOST.
-Now, the people that can make me cry are those that I LOVE THE MOST.

Lastly,

-When I was a kid, I used to cry because of BROKEN TOYS.
-Now, I cry because of my BROKEN HEART.

I remembered at ;; 7:37 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

People Change, Things Go Wrong, Just Remember Life Goes On...

I remembered at ;; 12:06 AM

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Will end my slacking life when the clocks strike 12… and it only left with 4 min.. i still have alot of thing haven complete yet...OMG!!!

Lets hope a brand new(better) me will appear instead of the old one(slacking)..

I remembered at ;; 11:56 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。

I remembered at ;; 10:31 PM

Friday, April 16, 2010

每當我看一部戯時，就會有很多的感觸。。其實我發現，沒人真正了解我，沒人知道我要的是什麽。。就連我最親的人都不知道。。。其實我這個人很簡單，要的也不是很複雜。。有時候，覺得自己很寂寞，很孤單。很多很想做的事情但沒人願意陪我去做，因爲他們根本不知道我到底喜不喜歡。。我要的不是愛情，是友情,是親情。。愛情未必可以一輩子，但友情可以不過我指的是真正的朋友。。。一個都不會放棄你的人，一個你值得信賴的人，一個你很不想失去的人，一個真正了解你的人。。。儅你和你的好朋友在一起的時候，你不會覺得寂寞，覺得孤單。儅你跟他在一起時，你們會有說有笑，有永遠談不完的話題。。儅你需要他的時候他會一直陪在你身邊，儅你難過時她會用盡一切辦法兜你開心。。我只想。。。。。。。這樣簡簡單單。。

I remembered at ;; 10:14 PM

一个朋友很好，两个朋友就多了一点，三个朋友就未免太多了。
知音，能有一个已经很好了，不必太多，
如果实在没有，还有自己，好好对待自己，跟自己相处，也是一个朋友...

I remembered at ;; 2:08 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Sometime i dont even know why am i trying so hard and no one care... i have tried my very best to make everything a success and i see no one is making the effort to play their part... When someone text u can u just simply reply.. If u dont reply how i know u coming or not... Since u are the one wanted this and yet u push everything to me, is this fair to me? Actually i dont mind helping u to ask, but dont push EVERYTHING to me la... seem that i am only person who really replying their msg... In my memories i dont think our class have text the OGL everyday to ask this and that... Is we too quiet or they are hyper active(seem to want to know more abt the sch)?My inbox was float by their msg...

I remembered at ;; 12:23 AM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

went to asia pac yesterday to repair my laptop..but sad to say there was no stock... in the evening i received a call from the engineer telling me to go 2day as the stock was delivery yesterday nite.. so went back 2day...was rather fast just need 1 hr to change a LCD.. while waiting lots and lots of memory flash thr my mind... really miss the period i had there... although i was rather quite but still have the fun there..still remember that they was rushing me to go for lunch as i was going later and later and later... haha... eating together with them, staying OT with them, packing lots and lots component and entering all the detail to the system... it might seem to be bored,but im a bored person rite.. i mean i rather like it.. cos u do not need to do much just need to key the detail in and that all... i really thks the lecturer by selecting me to go for the attachment.. if he didnt select me i wont have this memory... i wont have any chance to know more abt a company.. and also i love the motto of the company... "Do it right the first time, on time and every time"

I remembered at ;; 5:35 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010

HEY EVERONE U R A ONE COOL CAT,WITH A LITTLE BIT OF THIS AND A WHOLE LOTS OF THAT,SO COME ON NOW AND JOIN THE FUN,WE.....UP CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM AND DOWN CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM,TO THE RIGHT CHIKA BOOM CHIKABOOM CHIKA BOOM,TO THE LEFT CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM....123 GO GAMES!!!!

i miss the fun so much...

I remembered at ;; 7:43 PM

因为爱过，所以慈悲；
因为懂得，所以宽容。

I remembered at ;; 12:14 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Recently is very busy with the FMO... Went back to sch last 2 week for training... Yesterday everything had ended... All the hard work we put in came to a success! Although we might have alot of conflict but we did manage to solve all the problem we had found... Although we had to rehearsal this and that for times（until very late） but at the very end still worth it rite and i believe everyone would agreed with me... NYP SIT is really a big family...

Day 1
Have to report early in the morning at 7.30... I was assign with Anna and sky taking care of EI1004. The very 1st task we did ushering the freshmen to registration. After everyone gt in we were inside the auditorium listening to all those talk abt NYP. Then to meet the mentor and have a chitchat session with the mentor. After that we have our lunch... Lastly of cos not forgetting the most important part which is ice breaking games.. As everyone know that im shy but i did manage to break the ice with them...

Day 2
Early morning we went to library for tour(freshies complain very sian) after that we have PC Hand on(having lots of problem which i really cant solve..)then having all the talk again until 2+ then we have our lunch..lastly we have station game which the freshies seem to like it alot.. so the credit goes to the games department...

Day 3
Actually should began with station game but we need to settle the shirt and the goodies bag so everything is being delay..For lunch they have mac, but lol no drink. so i have decided to buy them a bottle of drink and they really surprise abt that..after that have finale which was rather messy which i cant control.. but think the OGL enjoy much more then the freshies haha...A small debrief with our own class,but i really have nth to say so i made my debrief very short and they were dismiss(sad to say forgot to take photo with them, didnt take even a single photo)

As for debrief we have serious discussion then the exco and the dip ic prank on jun hao as his birthday was the next day which is today..they was scolding him as he dip went for the wrong routing and crash with other dip so they make use of this pt and shoot him i was also very shock that shafi started the scolding(as what i know he wouldn't scold so badly) but after that we then know is was a surprise for him and actually the scene is very touching... And last but not least i really enjoy having the fun with u guy...AND EI1004 u are great!

I remembered at ;; 1:59 PM

Monday, April 5, 2010

当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你，
当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你，
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你，
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟，错过了泰坦尼克号，
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。
我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。

I remembered at ;; 11:53 PM

Sunday, April 4, 2010

再好的东西，都有失去的一天。
再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃的决不挽留。
该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！
也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。

I remembered at ;; 2:29 PM

Saturday, April 3, 2010

每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，
尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

I remembered at ;; 12:50 AM